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RESISTANCE - CHAPTER I - BECOMING - ENGLISH

RESISTENCE – CHAPTER I – BECOMING – RAFAEL LUDICANTI

 

 

1.

Pride destroys

the things we love

and leaves

us alone.

 

The shame of being

shy has turned me

into someone

I'm not.

 

Being young,

I prefer the character.

 

 

2.

The joy caused

by hatred

did not change

as she persevered

in the rumble

of life without

criteria.

 

Love's funeral march

was destroyed by

a hail

of laughter.

 

 

3.

She only had oral sex

to avoid jealousy.

 

Her jealousy was

greater than all ideologies

any revolutionary appeal.

 

More susceptible

than the passion

that blinded her.

 

 

4.

Most of us actually

fossilize childhood

reaching

maturity

by superimposing

buried layers of denial.

 

Evolving does not

mean improving

over time.

 

5.

Her sleep

was as fragile

as the china

next to crystal

goblets.

 

Each

porcelain

contains

a shattering.

 

 

6. 

The power of

money

is so

brutal

that at

election

time

it makes

everyone

discuss politics.

 

 

7.

Modern selfishness

has evolved

to the point

of becoming

pamphleteer.

 

Finally,

generosity is an unsustainable value.

 

 

8.

There is a redeeming

peace in sadness.

 

A peace

without

suspects.

 

Without selfishness

without suffering.

 

Being sad

alone and calm

elevates us

as humans in

our own understanding.

 

 

9.

She awakened

in me

a shyness

that

only

adulthood

can

explain.

 

She makes me feel

ridiculous with her

willingness

to not

deny me affection.

 

 

10.

I always believed

that autumn

was the

right

time

to be happy.

 

Until a summer passion

extended until

the end of

winter.

 

 

11.

She wanted to be

my sex slave,

but she

was

never

available.

 

It never seemed

to make sense

for availability

to result from tasks.

 

 

12.

I forgot her name

at the last

minute.

 

Everything went

down the drain.

 

Fair.

 

But how could I

remember what I

had accidentally

forgotten?

 

 

13.

I went into

moral bankruptcy.

 

People don't even

feel indifference

towards me

anymore.

 

I'm so needy that

I considered

taking

vows of insanity

for my reality

to have

context.

 

 

14.

I just let myself

be carried

away by

true intentions.

 

I was always wrong.

 

Instead of

generating emotions

I became incapable

of feeling

them.

 

 

15.

A beautiful girl

comes to meet me

at dawn

today.

 

She is protected

by a cute dove

that intimidates

me to admiration.

 

Hiding who we are

seems to fill

the gaps that

expectations create.

 

 

16.

I fell in love with

the chaos

of her

volcanic

good-girl

temperament.

 

I knew that

to make her smile

would be to have

already

overcome

the worst

part of

her.

 

 

17.

I woke up

but it didn't feel

like I had been

sleeping

while

experiencing

the memory gap.

 

Forgetting is

fenomenal

when it doesn't

generate bad

memories.

 

 

18.

She was able to

intuit a

volcanic

eruption.

 

Menstruation

made her a hybrid.

 

A flight of uncertainties

hovered over

her carnival

attire.

 

 

19.

Monotheism makes

no sense

in the

flow of time.

 

The expectation that

there is only

one god

is the cry

of our

own

loneliness.

 

 

20.

Beautiful people

seem to do

without

the existence

of a context that

ends up in memory.

 

Imagination has

the features

of a journey

through time.

 

 

21.

Imagine the sun

that from

so far away

is capable of

disturbing my

sleep even

though

I have

closed

the

curtains.

 

 

22.

The day was in

celebration,

but there

was no

one

responsible

for the symmetry

of her face.

 

Her cheekbones were

unreal on the ayahuasca.

 

It was perfect.

 

 

23.

I missed dialoguing

telepathically

with

Gibraltar.

 

There must be

a connection

behind the surprises

we planned to pretend

to have anticipated.

 

 

24.

Symbols are

the perfect way

to radiate secrets.

 

All forms of life

must be capable

of committing

suicide.

 

 

25.

We then used large

crack stones

to draw lots

on the multiforme

mirror shards.

 

The absence of

survival was

our main expectation.

 

 

26.

London Cocktail

 

No time left for

the National Gallery

but mixing

crack and coke

with heroin

didn't even

give you

a moral hangover.

 

 

27.

I became a storm

under the effects

of the tranquilizers.

 

There was a corner

where the street name

surprisingly changed

to another member

of the same family.

 

 

28.

Baader-Meinhof

 

The revolution was

visible in the way

I walked

whenever

I wore my

leather jacket

and made my eyes

shine through the

lenses of my

sunglasses.

 

 

29.

The eviction action

had the ambition

to rubble

humans

on the sidewalks.

 

Perhaps so that

the winter

of that

year

would not incur

a premature form of murder.

 

 

30.

As she was underage,

it was preferable

to lose her

virginity

in the middle

of the street as

long as the obsolescence

of her 18 years

didn't reduce

her fetishes

to motel

suites.

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